My job is to teach others how to make good decisions. When i make a bad decision, it can be very unnerving. One of the hardest things i have had to learn is not to put my feelings ahead of those i am working with. I have to decided weather or not i should bring something up, or, in this case, make a decision, it is hard to tell if i don't want to do something simply because it will make me uncomfortable or weather it is for their own good. so hard to tell the difference some times. I know i am only human, but i sure hate messing up. the stakes are so high when dealing with others lives. I feel like a cop or a firefighter, when i make a mistake, people may die. and the worst thing is that it will not be today or even tomorrow, but they may die.